Random thoughts cross by while the mind is tired and not controlled, its at these times I enjoy the freedom, only here do I enjoy pain and grieve joy untold. The problem with reading is that we suddenly start believing that we know a lot, its here that we lose our footing and start the fall I think unless of course you decide to stretch out and hold those many branches which always seem to save you from an even harder fall. It seems so amusing while I myself also fall in the same trap that we think more and more for and about ourselves and everyone goes on doing it day in and day out, month on month, year after year and the world keeps turning and the years keep going past.
While I started out wanting to change the world, its those first steps that I take that tell me that it was the wrong foot. During these flying visits that thoughts decide to make connecting two independent totally non related topics that I can relax and make sense of the chaos. I mean I could do with a lot more exercise and instead of looking at eating less meat, trick my body into a more protein oriented program where it thins itself out. Why else would all those fiction loving authors and Einstein (?) go into that much detail to write a plot which no one can prove, yet everyone has read it and knows it and believes that they have spotted that one thing special which makes it personal and is remembered or treasured close to the heart.
I mean why else would man be made not to live beyond a prescribed timeline, we all talk about the firefly dying in 48 hours, the elephant in a 100 and the tortoise in 200, so whats the actual span of you and me. Well say 40… ok add in another 5 years tops for all your scientific and evolutionary growth and what do you get? A lot of hungry children, a lot of problems and increase in the price of land. I do understand the need to increase the price of petrol but really don’t understand the limited imagination of the public to see how the oil cartel and the government literally are taking every tom, dick and harry for the ride of their lives. Ya, you walk on the quarter of the earth and say you have about 40 years more of oil lamps you can burn while I don’t know how many have actually wondered about the remaining three quarters. A little water scared no one, the only thing it did was play your mind. People talk about tangential thinking but then like we all know, I only talk too.
But you are right too, just think of the chaos the economy and the whole world would go into if this road were taken. Can you believe that petrol is cheaper than water (no, I’m not talking of living in the middle east, I’m talking normal world terms)? So while I break my head over which project I’d want to do, I don’t see the usefuleness of it at all, those few who come saying they want to do good ending up talking of focus yet in the same time trample on another man’s focus. How else can one progress with out concentration on one thing, its not within ourselves yet to multi- prioritize.
The mind works faster than any computer it seems and I guess right so, but I guess its because its not a logical calculator, it works like a fuse half dead. I mean while you switch on the light and see light itself, I wonder how many wonder where the darkness went to? Did you see light come? Yes I saw it… did you see the darkness go? No I didn’t… so I guess darkness is faster than light. Hahaha, just recollecting those times of fun and here I guess I’m pulling your leg but I’m not entirely sure of it. I mean the fist thing that comes in my mind when a scientist finds a cloud of dark matter in the middle of the galaxy is one stupid fluffly shaped dark cloud like in the cartoons with the darkness representing a storm and heavy rain. Oh c’mon I cant even fathom it, I cant even draw a new picture in my mind, it just pulls out associations and memories that relate to each other to built a solution. So my congratulations to you on that topic, I can feel logic uncle coming back so see you later…
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